XOR 999 - Fever: Feeling Lost & Hopeless 😢

Why my weakness resonates again <br />it creeps inside right into my veins <br />why I feel so lost again <br />hopeless is all I'm left <br />I don't know what Kills me last <br />or how my world is dead <br />why am I denied of doing that <br />where I can be among the best <br />its like I am truly suicidal inside <br />its like I have completely lost my rights <br />in crates of sorrow my mind resides <br />watch myself decay the way this system decides <br /> <br />Being non-living and tired of pretending <br />fact is my next is so dark and dim <br />unknown is what I have to fight <br />buried deep inside my skin <br /> <br />Another day comes with no motive <br />with no clue to this life to live <br />nothing adds up to everything i give <br />trapped again inside the day <br />I don't know what comforts me first <br />or how the life is led <br />so insanity is never too far <br />if pain is the only way to find rest <br />its like I am brutally wrecked inside <br />its like I have completely lost my rights <br />in crates of sorrow my mind resides <br />watch myself decay the way this system decides <br /> <br />I keep on falling, but never reach the end<br /><br />XOR 999<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/fever-13/