XOR 999 - Beneath the Aisle: A Dark Tale of Forbidden Secrets 🚪

Young eyes awakened in <br />a forbidden territory <br />Blood shut voice catching <br />slowly with the story <br />Relentless questions <br />and one acidic answer <br />Reminds me how my life <br />fell for this cancer <br /> <br />Its her indifference, <br />its my voice unheard <br />covered by a dark fence, <br />her heart is so untouched <br />kneeling to the promise <br />these misplaced lines that tell <br />Is it just me or both of us <br />who constantly fail <br /> <br />Once her voice was my music <br />once her eyes was the light <br />now this doom is so tragic, <br />I'm haunted by her voice inside <br />blinded by her light, <br />I am all in darkness now <br />forever inside I fight <br />battling this cancer somehow <br /> <br />Her face ignites my deepest desire <br />but my desires leaps and rots <br />burned alive by this fire <br />forever slaved by her thoughts <br />fear to break away from this <br />my separated self that say <br />not every ignorance is bliss <br />she'll cry on my dying day <br /> <br />My conviction is the place <br />where her choices are still unknown <br />resonating pictures of her face <br />reminding how this cancer has grown <br />Illusions or deceptions <br />or a black abyss is where I swim <br />all my decaying emotions <br />are buried deep beneath my skin <br /> <br />Vivid memories and a silent cry <br />those autumn trees and clear blue sky <br />asking why did we ever lived this lie <br />cant we give it a one last try <br /> <br />Tormented inside <br />my soul still aches <br />behind these walls <br />I sit here and fade<br /><br />XOR 999<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/beneath-the-aisle/