Shilesha Johnson: Waiting to Understand the Why and the Feelings 💭

I'm waiting to understand <br />what it is that I did <br />waiting to understand <br />why you even had kids <br />I'm waiting to understand <br />why you don't care <br />weather I am or aren't there <br />I'm waiting to understand <br />why I'm only one phone call away <br />and you will never pick up to call <br />or even ask about my day <br />I'm waiting to understand <br />why I haven't seen you in a year <br />why we haven't talked <br />why a mother daughter realtionship <br />is what we don't share <br />I'm waiting to understand <br />why we were never put first <br />why you only care about yourself <br />I'm waiting to understand <br />why you don't understand <br />that all you have caused us is pain <br />and shame <br />and made us feel as little as a grain <br />waiting to understand <br />wating for an explination <br />waiting for a relization <br />waiting for that determination <br />waiting for you to FIGHT this <br />because if you wanted <br />you could do it <br />I am waiting to understand <br />waiting for you to change <br />waiting for nothing <br />cause I see that you have always been <br />and will alwasys remain <br />this way <br />I'm just waiting to understand <br />cause I never have <br />but thank GOD <br />cause <br />I still have my DAD<br /><br />Shilesha Johnson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/waiting-to-understand/