Riya Gangwar - Struggling with Heartache 💔

My reasons to stay were never right <br />My reasons to leave did not suffice <br />To feel the empty gaping hole <br />Which consumes more now than it did before <br />To hate and clench and hate and still <br />To wish again for you to fulfil <br />What now is gone but stays and stays <br />O’ linger here ‘til I now heed pain <br />Fault of mine, no fault of yours <br />But blame and wish for you to fall <br />But strong are you to stand and move <br />To cope and smile and go but sooth <br />Should I wander lonely as a cloud <br />Or follow you and stick around <br />I wonder now am I the cloud? <br />Too far up and looking down <br />Not to commit to thee, or he <br />To be lonely now, sad but free?<br /><br />Riya Gangwar<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/free-206/