Melynda Smith - All and Everytime 🎶 | Heartfelt Song of Loneliness and Pain

No. <br />No nothing. <br />Nothing is wrong. <br /> <br />~Well maybe there is~ <br /> <br />All i can feel is loneliness, hate, sadness, unloved, and pain. <br />All i can feel is pain. <br />All i see every night, <br />Is blood, running down my wrists. <br />Everyday is the same. <br />Cutting gives me comfort. <br />So addicting, it's like my personal drug. <br />School, is just slow. <br />Agonizingly slow. <br />2 boys hate me. <br />(more so than normal) <br />Put me down so much i just want to break this, <br />This Mask. <br />I feel something new now, <br />Self-hatred. <br />(Self-hatred, all on me and i just want to die.) <br />No idea what's wrong. <br />(No idea what's wrong, <br />and it's killing me deep inside. <br />I feel self-hatred for my life. <br />No one can save me, <br />for i am far too deep. <br />Just too deep for a saviour. <br />A Saviour) <br />I give up. <br />All and everything has vanished inside. <br />Leaving an empty shell. <br />Now that I see, <br />All. <br />Everything. <br />Has totally. <br />Disappeared...<br /><br />Melynda Smith<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/all-and-everytime/