Dhana Laxmi - A Heartfelt Journey to Love ❤️

Its better to keep inside, easier to hide; <br />but the feelings in me are so strong, so hard; <br />They hurt the walls of my heart.. <br />they are the weight that takes me down, <br />Everytime I want to smile when I see you <br />but I know it is better to keep it inside <br /> <br />Am caught in the struggle around me, a mailstorm <br />dragging me, pulling me, tearing me apart <br />but I have one focal point of light <br />to hold me, control me and yet drive me apart <br />that soft smile on your face is all that I see <br /> <br />when I was small, I dreamt a lot <br />my fantasies full of heros and lords, <br />but today I am ready to give it up. <br />I have given up all my dreams, <br />but all I got are messy feelings, <br />now I know it is better to keep it inside. <br /> <br />One day when u held my hand and look'd at me <br />with the same smile in your eyes, <br />I forget and ask, 'do u love me? ' <br />I panic before you answer and run <br />I could feel you watching my back as i ran, <br />yet you did not stop me or call me back, <br />I ran and ran, tears coursing my cheek, <br />feeling shame fill me, I forget my place