DAX - JOKER (SkyDxddy Remix) | Female Version

Remix by SkyDxddy

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LYRICS

*whispered*
Gimme the people that died
Gimme the cuts on my thighs
Gimme the nights that I cried
when everyone heard
but turned off the lights
Gimme a lifetime of pain
Gimme a heart on my sleeve
Gave you too many chances
to put respect on my name

Gimme a list full of people
that took advantage of me
and call upon everybody
that said they’d come runnin
but the second I need them
I DONT SEE THEM MAN.. IM PISSED

But i think you knew that already
You said you could be trusted
but you fell back on that bullshit already
You think I’m crazy right?

Cause nobody knows
what you’re really like
and if i told the truth
id be told that I’m lying
and trying to ruin your life
but you fucking knew that already

You ain’t special
you’re just a shadow
that lurks in the dark
waitin for prey
to tear them apart
while you sit and laugh
About the acts you’ve committed
the people you fooled cause
they thought you were different
you cannot beat me
I’m just one of the list
full of people you wronged
bitch i am building an army.

You think its funny
cause you never been
through the trauma
I hate the fact
that i need to say this
but keep all that energy
if it should happen
to your baby brother or momma
I tell you this as a warning
cause what’s coming next
is they numb all their pain with big pharma
now I ain’t the one to cast judgement
but that shits a good way
to get some bad karma.

So please continue to laugh cause
But that it some shit you cannot take back
you made me so aggressive
you should have expected
what would happen after the fact
Run that shit back
all your apologies don’t mean crap
cause you ain’t even sorry
you’re scared you got caught
lemme show you what its like
when your flashing back.

Maybe it was me maybe
I shouldn’t have gone out that night
and wouldn’t have gotten so ugly
maybe I’m blaming myself
maybe i thought i could trust you
cause you always said
that you loved me
maybe you think I’m naive
maybe in reality
you have no power
that’s why you need
me on my knees
its all a trick.

I hate myself
when i should hate you
and god that makes me so sick.
You were the problem
I’m in the depths
of my own little hell
and still everyone thinks I’m a bitch.
You rip me open
now I’m just exposed
man what part of no
don’t you get?!
it if I’m being honest
they all say that they care
but I know they dont give a shit

so why the abuse
how could you do that
you leave a negative impact
not knowing what you do
always comes back
you’ve got a smile on your face
but your heart is pitch black
and I’m letting everyone
in your life know
that it’s a fucking trap
I need help
but y’all can’t help with that
I kept my head down
and kept my mouth shut
and I defended you
but I’m done with that
so go fuck yourself
because you’re real good at that
the source of my pain and panic attacks

“you’re insane, they’re a saint!
I can’t believe the things you’re saying.”

My turn,
why so serious baby
why do you look
so surprised
after you drove me crazy
you forgot that I was dangerous
and even stronger than before
you forgot that you took my whole life
so now you owe me yours
you forgot about that night
while I have it burned inside my brain
I’m stuck inside in the cylon
but tonight I will escape
you forgot to carry shame
you forgot that I am insane
you forgot the karma‘s coming
and she has my fucking name.

Ha ha ha I’m feeling violent
HA go figure
I’m now in the mood
to watch you be disfigured
you can’t keep your hands away
so I think I’ll cut off your fingers
then I’ll chop them up real nice
and toss them in my blender

Well come come come come
to my kitchen you’re fucking sick
here’s a spoonful of your medicine
you fucking prick
I don’t even wanna know
what kind of person does that shit
you know it’s just a power trip
I’m stripping you of all of it
I’m making you my bitch

let me explain,
it’s more than just a couple mistakes
it’s darker than it actually looks
this make up hides all of my pain
I don’t trust you it’s not the same
everything you say is fake
that’s why I’m holding up a mirror
so you can stare that monster
in you in the fucking face