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Official āDrowningā Lyrics
I wish I can numb this pain
I thought by now I wonāt complain
I got the cash with half the fame
Lost half my heart and kept the veins
We had our spark and lost our flame
I tried to talk, had none to say
I want the love, you never gave
Was hurting me your only aim
You shot my heart, I bled out hate
Cuz tho you left, the trauma stayed
I wish the past, would go away
But I guess gotta live with it
Times changed, I donāt feel different
Despite the hurdles in my life I kept my vision alive
I had no one on my side, yet I still did it
Iām missing the old me, talking pre-depression
Where I felt alive and I had a connection
Now Iām dead inside cuz I lost my direction
I donāt put my wall down for my own protection
And Iām tired of people using me
People lie what do you believe
I know people see the truth in me
And I know one day you will see
That being true was a tool for me
I be sticking to myself
I donāt need nobody else
Just relief, from this trauma
That keeps on ruining me
Cuz lately Im loosing sleep
And nobodyās getting thru to me
Itās Cuz It
Feels like Iām losing sleep
I want my mind at ease
Feels like Iām losing me
I wanna find relief
Feels like I need to breath
I think Iām into deep, now
Iām drowning in my thoughts
Drowning, by myself Iām
Drowning, I need help Iām
Drowning, They canāt tell Iām
Drowning, Ooo
Iām still here and still driven
People see me as a meal ticket
They get nothing, they can deal with it
I guess me and them were built different
I work for whatever Iām given
I been living inside of my room since I was fifteen
Making a bunch a songs hoping somebody gets me
I always felt alone and the feeling is sickening
When your expressing your pain and no one is listening
And lifeās hard to manage
I feel like I have a disadvantage
Since My childhood left me hella damaged
I donāt know love because I never had it
Every relationship Iām in never lasted
Only toxic woman was all I attracted
I continuously fear having attachments
Honestly It was really hard getting past it
But it is what it is you get what you give
I wish I learned quicker, look, I probably did
Just didnāt accept it
Inside of my mind is where my demons roam
I try to hide cuz they wonāt leave me alone
I overthink all of my mistakes on my own
I donāt know where to go, itās cuz it
Feels like Iām losing sleep
I want my mind at ease
Feels like Iām losing me
I wanna find relief
Feels like I need to breath
I think Iām into deep, now
Iām drowning in my thoughts
Drowning, by myself Iām
Drowning, I need help Iām
Drowning, They canāt tell Iām
Drowning, Ooo
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